I don't know when the pain will ease or it will begin to get better Tez :( I would love to pick up the phone so many time a day. There's so many things I want to talk with you about and I can't. It's Christmas in 2days and it just can't be the same without you here. I miss you so much Tez my heart aches. I love you so much, visit me in my dreams sometime I miss you xxxxxxxx