Never in the very close of 12 month have I ever wanted to speak to you more than I do now. You were there to listen to so much and tried your best to be stern and honest in telling me the truth. I need some of your strength now Tez. I know my Mom is there but I need you too. I really miss you so much! I can't believe and don't want to believe it's almost a year since I saw you last or heard your voice in real life. I've tried so hard to keep it together and I can't anymore. I wasn't your daughter but the pain feels as real. Everything has fallen apart and I can't keep fixing it for everyone. My heart is broken more than anyone knows and I just wish so badly you were here. I miss you so so much. I will love you forever and I will never forget the impact you had on me. I'm reminded of you everyday on my shoulder. Fly free Tez but please fly beside me. I love you so much xxxxxx