Never in the very close of 12 month have I ever wanted to speak to you more than I do now. You were there to listen to so much and tried your best to be stern and honest in telling me the truth. I need some of your strength now Tez. I know my Mom is there but I need you too. I really miss you so much! I can't believe and don't want to believe it's almost a year since I saw you last or heard your voice in real life. I've tried so hard to keep it together and I can't anymore. I wasn't your daughter but the pain feels as real. Everything has fallen apart and I can't keep fixing it for everyone. My heart is broken more than anyone knows and I just wish so badly you were here. I miss you so so much. I will love you forever and I will never forget the impact you had on me. I'm reminded of you everyday on my shoulder. Fly free Tez but please fly beside me. I love you so much xxxxxx
Bob-e
20th March 2017
I miss you so so much Tez, I really could talk to you. I just wish I could speak with you now I love you so much xxxxx
Bob-e
26th January 2017
I don't know when the pain will ease or it will begin to get better Tez :( I would love to pick up the phone so many time a day. There's so many things I want to talk with you about and I can't. It's Christmas in 2days and it just can't be the same without you here. I miss you so much Tez my heart aches. I love you so much, visit me in my dreams sometime I miss you xxxxxxxx
Bob-e
23rd December 2016